Can't really sleep well these days, and fucked up my body clock. Exams not even started until 17th, this pre exams period is too long for me. I am starting to lose some concentration. Can anyone spares some to me?

Hong Kong, a place that I really miss. I miss my friends, food, clubbing, family, beaches, holiday, my cats, bikinis, boat party, sing k without alcohol (haha), late dinner, friends driving me home, chilling, etc......

Objectives for the period between after exams and before Hong Kong:

1. drinking till dead on 25th, hoping theres some weed aswell, wooohoooo...

2. I am going to eat, eat and eat!!! Hiroba, kobe jones, high tea here I come!!

3. may go on trip before I go back to Hong Kong, just anywhere with beach, I don't care where I am going.

4. have a bek jau party in 113 and in my flat

5. have to go to seafood market to buy lots of oysters, lobsters!!!

6. coconut fish belly chicken soup (requested by Sharon Kan, sigh.... woman)

7. will cook a big meal for my friends, I miss cooking alot!!!

8. play Wii at least 1 hour a day

9. meet friends that I don't have chance to meet before exams (especially ladies wahaha)

10. Have to go to clubbing!! I don't care is there a up coming one or not, I don't mind just go on a random night.

11. have to drink red wine every night

12. have to move things to Vicki's place, and put it through summer.

13. I have to do some serious shopping!!!

anyway.... I have to stop and get back to revision, otherwise I just keep thinking and no work done.

London --> Cardiff --> London --> Brussels --> London --> Munich --> Salzburg --> Munich --> (waiting to go back to London)

Stomachache --> Diarrhea

Last week was awful!! no matter how much water I drank, what kind of food I ate, it all turned into liquid( not even semi-solid) and gave out double the amount I took in.  My ass hole did bleed, my legs were weak, I didn't wee wee for 2 days, I cant sit, cant stand... at one point, I even think poo is meant to be liquid. The first day I lost 4ibs, until today (been 4days) I lost 8ibs in total.

Anyway, thanks  for the 'la bar bai', sorry that I finished the whole bottle. The diarrhea is stopped now, But is it really over yet? better to wait for 1 more day.

Happy birthday Justine... and nice to see all the freshers that I used to work with in v show. Birthday party = drinking party, this concept is wrong.

I like alcohol in a way when I am having it with friends chilling, but drinking to dead?? leave it for freshers. 4 hours of sleep is the maximum I can get at once. I wish I can sleep longer and live better.

Saturday morning.... sunny, nice and warm.... What can go wrong?

P.s

Aaron, I miss the old days in Fettes and I hope you feel the same way as I feel. Takecare Bro

seeking for love? seeking for relationship? It makes me confused.

I am sure most of the loves are starting from relationship, but from my view relationship is a replacement of love. Especially in our age, in this reality, everything is not settle, grey, dim.... Everyone wanted to belove by someone, someone is supporting you when u are down, etc... and 'someone' can be anyone... Then what is love? It is for you to find out.

Then another problem overcomes my head. It is fate. I believe in fate, but I will never put fate as a positive wording. It is a a sad way to look into life to make yourself feel better. 'When fate came, we just have to deal with it.' we keep saying this. Yes it is true, but most of the time is because you make a different choice and lead you to this situation called fate. Uncertainty and unexpected always goes with fate, but think deeply, what leads you to this direction? what leads you to this fate? It is yourself. Of cause you can argue that we can't choose our parents, we can't choose we are rich and poor when we borne. Come up!! We have been living for 20years, and now you are still moaning about your borne?!?! Opportunity is always around you, make the right choice and don't look back.